I don't know what exactly clicked in my head last week but I became obsessed with the word composure. It's not a character trait that I ever think about. Usually I just think about where I am on my own scale of awesomesity. I think I first heard the word in a book. Then I heard it again in a book. I don't know if I've ever heard it in my real life. However, my new goal for this year is to become so calm that people say things like:
"Check out her composure as she levels the room with her sly wit"
"Those ninja kicks came out of nowhere, she's always just been so composed"